aku rindu kau budak !

hye n Assalamualaikum ..
hri ni aq x tau nk wt pew .. kt rmh aq x dew org .. nnek n atok aq g kl .. mak ayh aq sbok keje crik duit .. adq2 aq kuar men bola .. akq aq sbok mlyn kwn dia .. hbz aq wtpe plak ? aq stalker profile peyjal lh ap ag keje aq slalin bnda yg sme x hnti2 .. n tgk pic aq ngn dia kt folder lappy aq ni .. hmm , actually aq miszz dia sgt2 .. pgi tdi aq mmpi dia ya Allah brtpe rndu yew aq kt dia ble dlm mmpi aq , yg aq dan dia dh pulih smula n blh relation blik .. happy yew aq mse kt dlm mmpi uh .. tpi tba2 aq trfkir nadia dlm mmpi aq tros tkar sume jdi owg ktga .. mmg aq nages aq x nk dia kcau peyjal .. aq x snggup tgk dia gdik ngn peyjal .. aq tau aq x scntek mcm nadia tpi aq hrp mmpi aq yg prtme dpt jdi knyataan .. aqsayunkkosangatsangat .. tpi aq x nk mmpi aq yg kdua uh jdi knyataan sbb amat mmeritkan aq .. aqjelezkotegurnadia ! seyezly lpz aq bgon dri tydo pgi tdi aq nk nages pown ad sbb trharu wlupn bkn realiti tpi dlm mmpi aq dh kpel smula ngn ko .. happy aq .. aq nk sgt mc8 ko mcm dlu tpi aq sndry tkot nk mc8 ko .. n aq sndry x brani nk tgur ko ag kt sklh mcm dlu .. knpa ek ? anyway aq just nk ckp aq rndu ko smpy ble2 .. aq x blh lpakn ko ag .. ko x nk kew bgi thu aq ap2 yg pendam dlm dri ko ? kalo ko rse ko bnci aq ckp lh aq .. mgkn aq blh trima .. aq tau ko mgkn fedap sbb aq x hbz2 update sal ko .. ko thu knpa x ? sbb aq x nk hlg ko .. aq syg ko sgt2 n aq rndu ko sgt2 .. aq syg ko bkn sbb hrta dan wang tpi aq ikhlas dgn ko .. tlg lh fhm aq .. aq menangis stiap kli aq tgk pic ko sbb aq rndu gle nk kuar ngn ko n nk borak2 ngn ko .. hrp ko fkirkn psal ni ..
salam ikhlas balqis kpd faizal ibrahim .. :'(

about him :') ( part III )

Hye n Assalamualaikum ..
hmm hri ni aq x ad mood nk g sukantare .. so dh lme x update blog hri ni ad mse update lh skjp .. kisah aq seperti biase pasal FAIZAL IBRAHIM .. Ya Allah knpa ko tauk syg aq tngi sgt kt dia ? adkah ni ujian ? adkah aq akn dpt blek cnta dia yg prnh brtahta utk aq ? plezzz god ILOVEHIMSOMUCH :'(  tdi aq bosan aq bce lh blek status blog aq yg dlu mse aq couple ngn dia mmg aq nk nages ble bce blik .. stiap kli aq update aq msti akn tauk iloveusomuch , imissusomuch faizal ibrahim .. tpi skrg update aq hnya dgn keikhlasan aq shje update blog ni .. perit yew aq nk tanggung sume ni lgi2 ble dkat sklh .. aq tringin nk ttap wjah dia yg happy tpi aq x brani aq tkot nk pndg mka dia .. Ya Allah adkah dia msh ad prasaan syg kt aq ? mcm mne aq nk branikn dri aq utk pjok dia blek ? blh kew dia trima aq blek ? tlg aq hnya dia org yg aq syg .. aq x dew prasaan kt org laen .. n aq nk sgt hdiah aq blek yg aq plgkn kt dia .. aq syg rntai aq uh hsil drpd duit dia sndry .. aq hargai gle tpi ble rusyid ckp dia dh ptahkn nma aq ngn dia brtape perit yew aq ble dgr tpi aq x tnjuk dpn rusyid malah aq ckp ngn dia bgos ko patahkan .. tpi dlm hti bertape sdih yew ble brg ksygn aq ko rosakkn .. jam aq pown aq rse ko dh buang sbb aq dh x nmpk ko pkai ag .. baek lh hnya skadar ni sjhe luahan yg aq pendam .. 
aqsayangkaufaizalibrahim..maafkan aq plezzz .. ikhlas dari balqisabdjalil :'( <3

kisah diriku sendiri :)

Hye2 n Assalamualaikum ..
slmt mlm sume yg mengenali dri aq .. oke hri ni pnya tpic adlh ksah driku sndry .. oke x hbz2 cter sal org len beak aq cter dri aq dlu kn .. blh2 .. oke first thing aq nk ckp aq knalkn dri aq dlu lh k ..
nama aq balqis binti abd jalil .. tpi adlh sglintir pngil aq pnya nme tipuan .. haha ! oke mgkn diaowg lpa yg aq ad ckp kt diaowg yg nme mel uh sbnr yew nme cousin aq n kteowg tukar identiti mcm dia pkai nme aq n aq pkai nme dia .. so kalo bce x yah pngil nme tipuan aq uh .. dh x pkai lh .. jmpa aq, jgn pngil ag nnty owg plik lh .. smbung blek umo aq 15 thn .. dh bsr jgk aq .. makin menonjang ikt pkck aq haha ! oke thn ni PMR wish me luck God ! :D aq stay kt batu pahat, johor .. hobi aq kalo kowg nk tau aq lbih ska aktiviti lsak mcm ftsal , juggle trekking , g kem n mgkn mlncong utk hlgkn aq pnya stress .. dlu stiap thn aq ngn fmly g brcuti kngn pling mnis n ngeri yg pling jauh aq prnh pegi london mmg best time uh musim bunga so mmg cntek n nmpk beza mmg jakuns nk mmpos .. oke itu dlu skrg aq kna ddk rmh jew jdi tunggul, adlh something private yg merosakkn sgle yew smpy haruk piruk .. anyway aq sbnr yew pling bnci GEDIK kalo ikt kn mcm nnek n atok aq ckp, aq seowg yg ganas tpi mmpnyai sikap pmalu yg kuat .. fhm x ? aq pown x fhm tpi mmg bnr aq mmg pmlu n x bnyk ckp .. hobi aq kalo dh bosan aq ska merayap , men gitar , on9 , mc8 ngn abg ksygn aq uh mmg wajib coz he is evrything 4 me dia semangat aq wlau mne aq pegi dia alwyz nsihatkn aq n give suport utk aq .. sayang ko bang ! <3 then aq ska merenung kenangan manis aq yg dulu kira yew aq dduk sorang2 kt mne aq rse tenang n nyaman then bayangkan bahagia aq ngn org trsyg mmg happy n buat aq menitis air mte .. aq mmg ska memendam rse n aq x ska nk luahkn prasaan aq kt org kcuali dgn trdesak sbb trlalu saket utk mengemgam air mte aq .. selalu yew aq cter ngn bff aq azra or kembar aq ili or ex aq kt mlke skrg ni afiq .. mmg best dpt kwn yg fhm bhse n prasaan aq .. oke hbis psal hobi aq smbung ngn cita2 aq plak actully hobi aq nk jdi pramugari mmg aq minat dari dlu sbb dpt merantau free wokk .. awesome oke ! tpi mak aq ckp dia lbih ska ank dia mnjdi sowg wnita yg brpngkat tnggi oke insya-Allah aq akn cba .. oke habit aq sbnr yew aq ska dgn prmandangan yg aman that y aq ska merantau .. ayh aq mmg fhm khndk aq tpi wat mse ni dia x dpt x  tnaikan hajat aq .. x pew aq fhm n aq x ksah :) oke last 4 my wishes is i hope that my family can be a big family that have a smile together n make a big famly that can make my life full with our love .. aq hrp semoga dgn ujian Allah aq dpt mengharungi dgn sbr dan tawakal wlaupn pahit .. Insya-Allah .. oke that all for tonight .. Assalamualiakum n thankz 4 the reading :)

about him :') ( part II )

Hye n Assalamualaikum ..

hari ni aq nk cter  psal dia ag .. oke mgkn ad trmsok ngn prasaan aq sndry .. oke aq nk kate aq ptah hti n give up uh sume mmg ad sma skli dlm hti aq skrg ni .. actully aq trbce status faizal n aq dpt rse yg dia skrg tgh brbnga ngn sowg bdq ni .. pda pndgn aq mgkn pmpn yg dia mnat uh siti zulaikha or haziera .. oke secre jjur mmg aq nk nages ad , frust menongeng ag pown ad .. aq mmg dh x larat nk harungi sume ni .. aq bkn x nk ckp kt dia yg aq syg dia n aq nk hbgn aq ngn dia blek .. aq dh prnh try mntk tpi dia reject ofcourse aq bengang ngn dia .. ikt kn kate2 fatihah dia ckp ngn piqah yg peyjal dh tawar hti ngn aq .. ikt kn kate2 wani peyjal alwyaz tnya psal aq .. aq x tau lh kate2 wani uh sbnr yew dia still nk brhbung ngn aq kew x or wani just nk jge prasaan aq jew .. tpi dri segi status dia , coment dia mmg aq trse jelez ble dia brblz ngn pmpn len .. knpa hti aq ssh nk lpakn dia ? ikt kn hti aq , aq tringin nk lpak ngn dia blek n nk ckp dpn2 dia yg aq syg sgt kt dia cma dia skrg ni dlm hti aq .. tpi aq x mmpu .. hmm aq hrp ini sume hnya ksh dongeng .. aq nk dia bkn owg laen yg dpt dia kalo blh .. oke nk nages wt status ni .. :'(

salam ikhlas dari Balqis Abd Jalil .. aqsayaunkkofaizalibrahim :'(

about him :')

Hye2 and Assalamualaikum ..
story hri ini ialah pasal ex-bf aq x len x bkn sape ag kn kalo bkn FI.. haha ! comfrem tasya bce post aq ni dia rse muak sbb x hbz2 cter psal dia jew .. oke lh uh kn smlm cter psal fmly n skrg kte ulang lh blik cter psal peyjal plak .. hee~ oke .. sape yg bru bkak blog aq uh kalo x knal ag sape dia , ni lh faizal ibrahim n this pic yg paling aq ska tgk sbb dri muka dia ad gdik + mnje + comel .. :D

so what did u think about this pic ? funny right ngn mate sepet dia uh .. oke aq mmg cair tgk pic ni .. Usually aq miss ngn dia gle2 .. pic ni adlh kli trakhr aq hang out ngn dia .. n time ni dlm 3 mngu gitu hbgn kteowg brakhr .. hmm oke mmg aq frust menongeng glew kt rmh 3 hri mngis jew smpy naek sklh mta aq lembam ngn nages sepet smcm .. oke bnyk sbnr yew kngn aq ngn dia n dia ad tarikan trsndri yg wt aq ssh nk lpakn dia .. sbnr yew aq rse dia sng lpakn aq sbb aq prnh trksar ngn dia smpy dia twar hti ngn aq .. aq campak brg2 yg aq syg kt mka dia dpn mmbe2 dia .. oke time uh mmg aq x pkir ap piqah crita sume psal dia ngn iera oke aq jlez n mmg sket hti glew .. aq tau maruah dia jtoh coz aq wt mcm uh .. ikt kn hti aq sbnr yew aq x rela nk koyakn sume pic aq ngn dia n surat yg aq rse pling mnis bgi aq yg dia prnh tlis .. rntai yg aq syg aq trpkse plgkn wlupn aq x snggup .. sbnr yew mmg dh nages sblm nk dtg sklh uh coz aq x snggup nk plgkn brg yg aq respect dgn pmberian dia uh .. tpi ap kn daye dgn hasutan kmrahan aq , mmg aq x tau ap trjdi sbnr yew smpy aq lpa nk hormat dia .. kalo dia bce just one thing lh aq nk ckp " SAYA MINTA MAAF " ungkapan 2 shje yg aq blh ckp ..

oke until here first aq trse sebak plak ats kslhn aq .. btw secare jjur wlupn aq prnh ktekn trima ksih sbb bnci aq , tpi dlm hti aq still aq syg ag kt ko .. wlau ap pn aq ttap sygkn Faizal Ibrahim n aq ttap rindukn Faizal Ibrahim .. <3 salam ikhlas dari Balqis Jalil